So..we meet again,dear reader.I wasn't really expecting you back but i guess u're a glutton for pain...or mebbe just plain stupid.Well a burning candle attracts moths and shit attracts flies...either way u're here and i must confess i am pleased.Thank you for humorin me.No sarcasm there.I've gone cornier over the last few weeks (maybe i was already,but who the fuck cares?).It's true,we gotta go a bit bollywood sumtimes,keep our miserable selves happily disillusioned,bend over reality so much so we can kiss our own ass...cuz nobody else will do the job.Its a shitty job anyway.(cue)HA HA HA !! My attempt at a funny.
You ever had a lotta loose change in ya pocket? Ya know how they rattle about,i say rattle cuz jingle sounds too happy..now nobody wants to read happy shit..right? We all wanna know how fucked up the other person is...it makes us feel better about ourselves.Human nature!! We reap what others sow.Man,I get so derailed sumtimes,i forget the point I'm tryina make.Right,so the coins....yea..well i got a lotta "loose change" in my head...and they rattle about...and it's drivin me absolutely nuts.Its the noise. So many voices in my head,i can hardly tell which one is me anymore.Now,imagine a conversation going on in your head..u think ure talkin to yourself...and then another voice joins in..and then another,and another...and then its no longer a conversation..it's a fucking orgy.
Man, i wanna disappear(it's a phase i go thru every once a while,brain's menstrual cycle..i guess ),i got no clue where i want to be or what I'm gonna do,but i sure as hell don't wanna be here doin wotever the fuck it is i think i'm doin.Everything bores me..music,movies,video games even.I got so bored,i started this blog.Fucked up,right? Everythin is so black and white.Ya know, i think haven't felt happy in a long time. I mean really really happy... guess I've actually forgotten how that works.I dreamt big dreams and choked on them. Now sum smug bastard is probably living it ...and i think im caught in his nightmare.Great fucking deal huh? My dreams for your nightmares. You know what i think, Hell exists...and this is it ,right here,right now.
Aww...screw this shit..think i'm gonna go crawl into a hole.Mebbe i'll catch ya later !!!
boy u sound like one unhappy bastard....get grip!!! i figure u r either a retard, one suffering from ADD, trips incessantly or just very, i repeat, very sane. hehe. but i like wat u write, so if it is the gloominess that inspires u, get gloomier.... 'GLOOMY SUNDAY' by Billie Holiday will help u achieve anti-nirvana, oops!!! just dnt do nothing drastic. caution: it is a suicidal song, would like to have u around, errr maybe not u but definitely this lovely junk that u create...
ReplyDeletelol @ :)."unhappy bastard". Well,well,well...10 points for gettin dat right.Another 10 for ADD,a -5 for "trips incessantly" a -20 for "very sane" and im gonna throw in a million points..just so u keep comin bak..aitte??
ReplyDeleteI've heard "gloomy sunday" BTW....yeah,was gonna kill myself..but i ran outta bullets shootin everyone else first and ya know wot?? Happiness turned out to be a warm gun after all!!
yeah dear, wen u need a fix and u get one, happiness sure is a warm gun.... ;)
ReplyDeleteDo do do do do do, oh, yeah......sing along....
ahem!!! throat hurts
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